Saturday, March 04, 2006

Explanation for Adieu. And then: Adieu.

Although this blog will no longer be updated, here is one of the few would-be interesting things for it. Please don't expect anymore updates, this is purely a one off.

It has come to light that dazya/dekota has a blog called: thesecretwatch2.blogspot.com. Here he rambles on about how he hates mods, how he hates tsr. Blah blah blah. Is anyone interested? Not really.

Then one day my sub friend (yes they’ve told me a bit about the backroom! Shock Horror) decides to pester dazya a little in the comments section. For some unknown reason, dazya then decides to add me to his msn list through: thesecretwatch2. He thinks he’s doing me a favour by telling me things like: Englishstudent developed a fondness/obsession with you and that he is ‘’confuzzeld’’. Dazya obviously being confused himself believes that I actually give a damn about what he’s telling me. My sub friend had already told me about this and wanting to further confuse dear dazya, pretends to be me to some extent with a couple of conversations with TSW2. And one with ‘’Dekota’’, who added himself to my list later on.

He on one or two occasions sussed out he was talking to a boy my ’’sub friend’’. Oh who could it be? Well done Dazya! However for the most part he was completely unaware. Then I got bored of having to talk to him so just started to act like him to get on his nerves, this didn’t work.
Even when I did stop responding to him, he believed that this was all in jest and I would talk to him later. This never happened.

And finally, the emergence of blogs with the title ‘’the secret watch’’ 1 and 2 and ‘’the student times’’ a couple of months after mine was created was quite startling. 3 or 4 are still lurking around. And what topped it for me was the emergence of the ‘’All Seeing Eye’’ on one of them, which shortly finished after their first post due to someone apparently copying their blog. Which couldn’t be more ironic.

If you want to copy someone, don’t use their most obscure sayings etc got it? (at least give them a mention or some other formality)

On the whole, I find what has happened in the sub forum entirely laughable. I still probably don’t know every seedy detail, but I don’t want to. I find that someone copying and pasting countless PMs and MSN conversation, then telling that member it does not exist when they are asked is actually very immature. Then, expecting them to sub to find out is furthering this immaturity. Just think, how would you like it if this happened to you? If your posts and PMs were constantly scrutinised and then laughed at (for and against you) behind your back constantly? Not very nice is it?
Dazya’s behaviour on the other hand goes beyond humorous. Not only is it laughable it’s persistent. He continues to produce this *insert expletive* on time every time. I don’t even want to know what inspired him to create the account dekota and mr. Otis simultaneously and continue to sub for TSR.

(And for all of you who read my blog and left no comments of gratitude, shame on you)
I thought I would share this amusing tale with all of you who’s eyes shall fall upon it. Just remember to keep it hush hush. We wouldn’t want to upset dazya now would we…?
One last point is, who is my sub friend? Are they male or female on TSR? Newbie or oldie? Will you ever know? Are they still a sub to this day? Oh, looks like you’ll never find out. Should have been a leetle bit nicer to me eh?

Please don’t expect anymore updates, this is a one off. Oh, and no more MSN convos for you either that were started a la the moronic ‘’bilb’’. Those of you who did copy different stuff I said and decided to plonk it in your sig, profile d&d, and etc with a few various changes or not it was so glaringly obvious. That‘s what made me clock onto it. Well done. And what would be great is if you continue to copy it because the persistent copycat behaviour is so unbelievably stupid.

Considering the amount of you that yaddered on about me being ’’amusing’’ or ’’clever’’ yet never managed to translate this into anything coherent - you were the best of all. The stupidity is really unique (not all of you, those of you know you aren't as such because I‘ve already told you otherwise). I think you guys have got something here. Just have to wait for the next person who is kind enough to bother telling a 2 times rejectee from Oxbridge they understand how they feel and gives you all a laugh. then you too can frustrate them with your incessant false adoration. And laugh on high about all of it. Whilst said person continues to get the stick and hassle despite the apparent ‘’admiration‘’. Bye bye everybody, bye bye!

P.S. (this just keeps going on doesn’t it) what would really give me a laugh is if someone actually decides to act on this. If you have a brain, you will.

58 Comments:

At 4/3/06 11:30 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

After reading this I agree with you. I'm a subscriber and at the start it was meant to be admiration and a couple of posts and PMS but more subs joined making it get out of hand. I saw how they made you feel paranoid in the bilb MSN saga and if it was me, I would feel the same, if not an even angrier rebuttal. When it started invading some real privacy I watched it disbelief. I'm fairly certain now that I should have told you. Most of them probably are to cowardly to apologise, although IMB they should. For me, the utmost sincerest apologies go out to you.

(I'm sure you know who I am so my identity on here is anon)

 
At 5/3/06 4:17 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Who are the subs that this doesn't apply to?

 
At 6/3/06 3:55 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

It's me... ;) I'm not going to bother logging right now, my blog is a wreck. Yours is looking nice, empty but nice. Even if you don't update, it gave me a chuckle. The only thing I have to add is; white t-shirts, evil!!1111 looks, ''I like cats'', ''kumquat'', ''you see elle'', and mistaken or hidden identities. I know you'll understand. ;)

 
At 6/3/06 5:37 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm watching dekota's avatar with interest. Who is it meant to be now? :D Duh, I get it! Will anyone else appear in it at any point in time?

 
At 6/3/06 9:30 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

To the first anonymous person: Thank you, I actually really appreciate that. I don't think I know who you are though. And contrary to what everyone thinks I wouldn't mind having a few pms up with my consent or if I ask about the issue to be told. Any other behaviour just shows how immature these members are.

The subs who this won't apply to are very few. If they really want to know then they can talk to me directly through another way. Up on here I could easily forget someone or imply someone that I don't mean to :/ Let's just say that those who have realised that the way englishstudent et al acted was out of order and have acted on that post (prior to me posting this comment) are those who I respect.

Helper, I know what you mean. I think there's a bit you left off though, no?And, no the second to last post was not made by me, dunno who it is?

I've also deleted one comment on here because it was about Ferrus being the ''King of stupidity''. Well you're wrong, there's someone who surpasses him in that title in everyway.

Also, unless you really don't want anyone knowing who you are I would appreciate it if you put your names or something where I could identify you because I would be interested to know who you are. :)

------yikes another long post/comment/thing :/

 
At 7/3/06 10:40 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

Dekota go and spam up TSR or your own blog thanks.

 
At 10/3/06 12:04 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Here's a message that dekota left on dazya's blog, dazya deleted it because it's clear, dazya is dekota and has to look out for himself.

(9.08am)
dekota says...

No-one should have doubted me. I was king of TSR for a while, I'm not a haxor and I'm not perverted.

Even though I used similar people to Shadowkin and Bismarck for my avatar.

That does not make me a pervert who stares all day every day at other people's pics and imagines them having sexual intercourse with me.

For those interested I'm posting on coolandbored.com as Keys, where I'm getting all pervy with Katie (TK)

 
At 10/3/06 12:13 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

also:
www.geocities.com/pigexposed/TSR7.JPG


Everyone take a look at this. Look in the corner near the time bit.

Is our beloved dazya running 2 msn messengers? No wai!

 
At 10/3/06 6:14 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

Here's a message dazya left for me:

Certainly not, it's just encryption.www.geocities.... Certainly not, it's just encryption.

www.geocities.com/pigexposed/PGG5.JPG

Not very good, are you? :oP
Publish Reject (dazya) 2:32 AM

Firstly, dazya get your facts right. That person who posted those messages originally wanted to remain anonymous, so I edited the msg. So don't address your msg to me. Thirdly, if I post something on my blog I use my own name or I sign in.

Got that?

Your msg makes no sense. The original one was about using two messengers at the same time. Therefore, making fun at your ''pwnage'' of profesh. Encryption has nothing to do with that.

But thanks for your msg anyway. It was lovely to hear from you, do write again soon!

 
At 23/4/06 7:19 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

That was a long post. Good job.

 
At 23/4/06 7:22 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I thought you were funny.

Enjoy the summer.

 
At 23/4/06 7:25 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey!

Guess who? It's about time! I wonder if englishstudent is going to leave a message. Ha Ha Ha.

Catch you later.

 
At 23/4/06 7:31 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

Sorry for the BIG delay. But look 3 comments, a new record! High 5 everyone.

 
At 23/4/06 9:19 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

N.B. I've only just realised that I said contact me through msn blah blah if you wanted to. But the one on my tsr (bleh) profile isn't working after the encounter with dazya. (he sent password bots or the like to it so I can't log in)

So don't bother adding that one, use the brand spanking new shiny one. (if you know it)

 
At 25/4/06 6:50 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

You’ve updated the comments, bravo!

What happened to the [open code] white t-shirt p***a delivery guy [/close code]? Do you think that eerie PM [while back] will ever come true? The rest of it was scarily right. How are people supposed to know your new address?

 
At 25/4/06 6:56 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

^Brilliant comment.

P***a - that’s pretty slick, I have to admit. So many questions, yet there’s little to actually say.

He just played the bimbo thing and pretended to be clueless. And I think he actually deleted me. *cries*. The weird thing was, he remembered how long ago it was since the [open code] incident [/ close code]. I don’t care if it does or doesn’t come true, if I’m ever faced with it, I’ll probably do everything I can to stop it though.

You already have it. And the others can leave a comment, with their address in, and then I’ll take it out when editing. Only one person has left me theirs though. I guess this means I’m popular now? Yay.

 
At 25/4/06 11:40 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

What PMs? Can't you take comment modding off?

 
At 25/4/06 11:41 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

Prophetic ones.

No.

Thanks for that.

 
At 26/4/06 12:31 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Shadowkin - This would be interesting if we knew who he was…

He isn’t on TSR is he?

 
At 26/4/06 12:40 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

What makes you think they’re a he? In order to protect their identity we could be using masculine pronouns and the code stuff could all be a way to confuse you all.

(I really like the code thing, good thinking ‘’anon‘’!)

AFAIK, he doesn’t use it.

He could be on this forum: peopleneedtomindtheirownf*****business.org. I think he’s a mod there.

BTW, the time stamps are all messed up. I wouldn’t even think of posting at 6 something in the morning. : /
And, daz didn’t send password bots (I don’t know haxor lang sorry) Funny thing is, ever since I posted that comment up, I’ve been getting a: MSN communities login page, occasionally. That’s what a password bot is. (some sort of beta program) Sorry for the confusion there.

 
At 28/4/06 7:51 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

You definitely weren't the best member on TSR. You were one of the most anti-American and prejudiced.

 
At 28/4/06 7:52 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

You‘re swearing? I‘m surprised, Madiha.

It could be they really didn‘t know who you were. After due consideration of this fact, you don’t have to try to stop it now, it’ll never happen. An altogether unsatisfying ending. You never told me what happened with the [open code] incident [/code] Or should we not talk about that here?

 
At 28/4/06 7:55 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

I take it that you’ve seen the sig. Well, I love you too!

(And, I never discriminate based on nationality and unless you took my jokes the wrong way, I don’t have any prejudices against anyone. Next time it would be nice if you left your name, ok?)

 
At 28/4/06 8:00 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

I wasn’t swearing, it was part of the code! (cleverly hidden in a common swear word hehe)

Spoken like a true psychic. He’ll never read the poem that confessed my true feelings for him now.

:/

As long as you don’t say anything obvious, (I read the msgs before posting so I’ll edit anything out) then I don’t see a problem (I’m so nice aren’t I?) plus, this way, I get more comments on my blog. Everybody wins!

Well, all I’m saying is this. I didn’t know who he was at the time, but I wondered what the wide-eyed shocked/astonished look was all about. (very vivid) reminded me a bit of a cat caught in a downpour. (awww)

The rest isn’t really appropriate.

 
At 30/4/06 10:32 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

There are poems? I bet they’re Angelic.
Why didn’t you say something conclusive or obvious? That would have been SOMETHING. But as it stands, that’s nothing.

(Remember yildiz-yumruk? Don’t you be forgetting that)

 
At 30/4/06 10:36 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

You’re on a roll with the puns. Very Angelic…It’s called:
My Catnip Adonis.


You know that’s not my style. I would have serenaded with a James Blunt song.

(Oh! I won’t)

 
At 1/5/06 2:57 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I’m all cut up. Really.
[EDITED]
I’ve left some advice.
---- FOLLOW IT ----
Update: Moonlight is currently winning over head tilt.

 
At 1/5/06 3:01 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

Thanks for the sarcasm. I can actually play some of ‘’you’re beautiful’’ on my guitar. : ) Rejection is too painful… What about Heartbeats by Jose Gonzalez? Sums it all up.

They seem like quite a cold tbh. So I don’t think they appreciate that kind of stuff.

You’re advice is little to no help…….learning y****** is not realistic is it?! I’ll let the coincidences muddle themselves up.

(I thought Stalin pose was winning?)

 
At 2/5/06 12:40 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

The tune does, but the words don’t, boo! I don’t understand, what are you saying? you’re going to let it take it’s own course, why must you always talk in riddles?

‘’Stalin pose’’ wins on comic effect, although, I didn’t realise Stalin did poses like that.

 
At 2/5/06 12:46 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

Je suis désolé!
I meant the tune and chorus. The rest is a bit off…..: /
Time to lay this to rest as well……*cue green day songs*

What I meant is, there are certain events that are always seem like they’re going to happen, in my belief. There are several fates we all have set up for us, and whatever the coincidences are, they get confused with what we believed is our choice.

So in fact, the real thing I was trying to say, is there is no definite, despite what I believe in fate. This is down mainly to our own perceptions. The more time we spend assuming fate will take up the helm, the more that time contorts what we believe is our own fate. I’m talking about perceptions. How we view our own choices, coincidences and fate. In the end, what matters is how you deal with it. What you deal with, is usually never up to you. What happens is an intricate tapestry of lots of other events. How you choose to handle is what really matters.
(He didn’t. I thought I looked angry though. I equate anger with stalin. )

 
At 2/5/06 1:35 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

BTW, sorry for all the typos in the last comment. Ugh...

 
At 4/5/06 1:42 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Was that meant to be clarification? Stalin doesn’t come close to being that angry!

 
At 4/5/06 1:44 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

To understand it, you have to know a bit about Buddhist philosophy, fate, time and free will and the complex nature of humans place in the universe (think Faustus).

Hehe. Yep, if looks could kill…







(you would probably win.)

 
At 6/5/06 6:59 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I don’t fancy my chances against the other one.

Do you want my advice and op? They’re an absolute creep. The whole window malarkey, the copying crap, I could go on, but I won’t because they could be reading this. I have no respect for ***** like them, I don’t see why you should. My advice is stay away.

 
At 6/5/06 7:01 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

Hmm, well, that’s a complete u-turn from what you said before. And that's a teensy bit harsh.

 
At 7/5/06 9:54 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I was holding onto hope before. Others can see it as well, they’re a ******. If you‘re being logical, then you‘ll realise this by now. You can check my blog and post there, seeing as it’s better that way. Did you also know about that different account, made by gawd knows who?

 
At 7/5/06 9:57 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

This isn‘t like you at all, why are you so worked up? I don’t think that actually, so count me out.

I have a feeling this is related to something else, that I won’t mention, but I agree - we should talk on your blog about this bit.


Yeah I did notice it, and it was in d & d a lot as well. (It was called P*********?) What can I say, there are some very strange people on tsr willing to do some very strange things.

One thing is for certain, I don‘t plan to log in there ever. And come on, would I really make an account like that? No I wouldn’t.

 
At 8/5/06 2:49 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I never get worked up over such small matters. ; ) You know I speak of the truth. It’s an ugly, sticky, messy truth, but it’s the truth. Spell drawoc backwards. Oh my fuckin’ god it’s them!

The account was called that on purpose, when taking into consideration the last few pms you sent englishstudent. I know who made it as well. They made it have the same registry date that you had, apart from the year.

 
At 8/5/06 2:52 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

Hehe! 'tis. I think you’re converting moi. (look on your blog for more!)


I figured it was. It’s amusing though, that someone would think I would call myself that.

They were having a bit of laugh, I guess. At least I hope so, because otherwise it seems a bit sinister. (englishstudent stylee)

 
At 11/5/06 6:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

The interesting point is looking at the response.

 
At 11/5/06 6:06 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

That is all relative. To the fact that person x is ggnoring person y even though person x is still affliated with persons z. primarily because person x is a horrible

Person y is therefore fed up and is calling it quits. Person x is now in big trouble in terms of the karmic fallout that is going to ensue.

That’s the response I have, what about you?

 
At 11/5/06 6:07 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

A horrible little ... are the words I was trying to get out there.

 
At 12/5/06 7:34 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

N.B. I’ve been getting a few messages asking me what pizza has to do with anything.

It has nothing to do with it. The starred out word is not ‘’pizza’’. (the code is an elaborate way to confuse you. The identities of all the aforementioned people must be protected) the delivery issue is to do with what the person in question reminded me of. No, it is not literal delivery.

Thank you for all enquiries regarding this issue. We hope this message reaches you in time before the celibate zombie soldiers of mars do.

Battlestations, people!

**In case anyone wants to know, before you exercise you‘re fingers… this is person x : www.oneposter.com/UserData/Poster/Poster_6400.jpg

**

 
At 12/5/06 10:46 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

My response

Person y is being ggnored

(>>>>>>>>>>> GG Homage.)

because of the following reasons. Each of them is entirely plausible.

1.person x believes they are the polar opposite, and therefore, can never so much as utter a single word to person y.
2. Person x has their sights set on someone else. This person is from the person z category.
3. Person x is scared of person y.
4. Person x thinks y is vile, putrid scum. They hope they are disposed of quickly in case they are lulled into talking to to them.
5. Person x is hoping if they ignore person y for long enough, person y will fuck off.
6. Person x finds person y extremely annoying.
7. Person x is scared of conversing with person y, in case they put them off.
8. Person x is so shocked that person y has shown interest that they have fallen into a drug-like coma.
9. Person y has a case of the jealousy bug.
10. Person x is engaged to be married with someone from the person z category.

I prefer 8 and 9.

For a more resolute opinion, I think person y is right to be miffed at the ggnorage. But I also think person y’s tendency to get slightly jealous, is also interfering.

I argue that person y should stick to their guns.
This is a rushed response, due to the demands of the blog owner.

 
At 12/5/06 10:47 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

‘’you’re’’

You never stop taking the mick. Give it a rest, this once, for me?
Person x isn’t much of a looker.

 
At 12/5/06 10:49 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

Such a good comment at such short notice. Good you sent it in now, as im prob wont update for a bit.

A+. That is the best blog comment I have ever seen.

A thorough and entertaining response. But am still leaning to 1, 4, 5, 6, 10.

(I edited some of the points to make them more realistic i.e. ‘’vile’’ and swaering etc)

 
At 13/5/06 7:48 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Update:

Dazya has another blog called tsrowned.blogspot.com

 
At 13/5/06 7:49 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

**These are the last few updates today for a while** Get your msg in while you can!

Good update. I’ve seen it already, should be interesting to keep an eye on.

Another update is: person x’s character profile---------- nothing really bothers them. You know you’re right. Let’s talk about someone else…

**These are the last few updates today for a while** Get your msg in while you can!

 
At 13/5/06 8:19 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Nirvana! I agree with this new update. Dead inside comes to my mind.
''Never speak a word again''?

They’re a paaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiin (in the neck)

 
At 13/5/06 8:21 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

To them, no, I won't.

Yeah, I thought the pain bit didn't fit, but with the ingenious use of humour there to compensate, it's perfect.

(now every time I listen to it, I'll burst out laughing at that.) And also in this case it has a humorous effect, at THEIR expense. AWESOME!

 
At 13/5/06 8:36 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Glad to be of service.

 
At 13/5/06 9:28 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

If anyone's wondering why I've been mentioning lyrics and songs so much, don't worry, I havent completely lost it.

it's because I've been checking out different tabs etc for the guitar which I'm still learning how to play. And nirvana = a must for tabs etc.

 
At 13/5/06 10:42 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I wasn't going to ask this, but since you're going to shut up shop, I thought I should hazard it. Which members do you like least and why?

 
At 13/5/06 10:45 AM, Blogger Madiha said...

Interesting question.

im more or less indifferent to them. Im not going to waste my time caring about what some random student on a forum thinks, unless they have good arguments. Tbh very very very very few people on there have any. You can rule out most of the right wingers on that. Mainly down to their terrible logic and lack of consistency.

In terms of who I prefer, the favourite people in my sig list are all out of date now. Except for evil-tuna. He’s one of the best members on there. And ferrus now that im in his sig.

So if you want to be liked by me (yeah counts for a lot doesn it? *cough*) then put a reference to me being the greatest member on there or something.

 
At 13/5/06 12:25 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I might PM English student, any advice?

 
At 13/5/06 12:25 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

Dont.

Im kidding. Go for it… why not?! Just be prepared for the aftermath and possible obsessing over everything you say or mention.
(good q.)

 
At 13/5/06 10:22 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

How come Apricot Fairy called you a noob?

 
At 13/5/06 10:24 PM, Blogger Madiha said...

I have no idea who that is. She (I assume they're a she) probably wanted to give herself a feeling of self-importance. The more important point is should I care?

Let's all say, I don't believe in fairies several times a day. Should do the trick...

 

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